Wow what a night! People are seriously messed up! Like my pastor said in a sermon last fall "who do you want to be? Someone who brings joy to other's lives or misery?" I feel like the kinder you are the more people are likely to treat you like crap. Just because I would rather hurt myself than to be mean or rude to someone does not make me a doormat for you to scrap the dog poo off your shoes. Some people just blow me away! Why do people feel the need to make up lies to make a conversation seem more interesting or try to deflect what's wrong in their life onto others. Oh well I'm not doing this but so and so is. No you are the one doing these things and no one's to blame but you. Step up and take responsibility for your actions and if you are too ashamed to you shouldn't be doing it. There are know two people in my life that I will never ever forgive enough to talk to ever again. I am sick of these rude people who's number one object in life is to ruin others lives. Why are there people out there who are like that? I didn't have the best upbringing but that doesn't mean I want everyone else to live a life of misery and sorrow. I just don't understand it. I'm sick of feeling sorry for these people because seriously they just use that against you and do the same things again!I don't need the extra drama in my life. Ruined my night! I had so much planned for my night and got absolutely nothing done.